About me... & my vice.

What can I tell?
Hi! I'm Queen and I'm a food addict.
Shame on me.
This is very difficult to admit. And is very difficult to deal with too.
I'd wish to discover or develop a technique to avoid the temptation and eat healthy. But the only way to lose weigh and become a heathier person requires effort. A lot of it.
But my real question is: What do I have to do when I'm hungry and my brain only wish a big and fatty hamburguer?
I have to confess. When I'm hungry, all my reason disappears and my governator is a big fat lady who wish the best junk food ever. I'm far away from a safe place where I can decide which food to eat. Shame on me. Honestly, I'm very ashamed.
What can I do?

When things happens and you don't expect it.

What now!!!
Now, I'm in love with the sweetest boy in Earth!! But my past haunts me...
What can I do if I have to choose between good sex and a beautiful flirting? Easy. Flirting is by far much better than sex without commitment.
But the real problem is when say no to sex it turns very difficult. I have to admit that having sex is like a necessity for me. Then, can I support the fever and wait for that especial moment with my actual boyfriend?
I have to, but it is very difficult because I now that if I act with hurry with him I could push too hard and spoil everything.
Ok... then, my only option is to calm down. And wait. I now it will worth the sacrifice..

This can actually be really traumatic

Why am I doing this to me?
Hahaha!! Because I want to.
No, really, I need this.
I have really high ambitions. I want to be health minister. I want to get scholarships to master degrees and doctorates. I want to be a successful person. And, in order to this, I need to improve my english.